Oh Cry

So, not only is school 'meh' but Apple comes out with pretty pretty things that I can't affort. There's only One size for the new laptop- 17". Now, people like me who can't afford it in the first place Still can't afford buying, you know, essential programs to go with it- Photoshop or Illustrator. Bleh. Plus, 12" is so much Cuter. And easier to carry places. Plus, probably not as heavy. Man, I want more memory on my laptop (and that thing that makes it not able to install the new Tiger or Cat or Whatever animal is the next OSX to go away).
*sigh*